Beloved...

What does it mean to be beloved? The dictionary defines the word "beloved" as: very much loved; dearly loved. 

The Family, A Proclamation to the World states that each of us is a "beloved son or daughter of Heavenly Parents".  

Lately, I've had some experiences with my Heavenly Father that have made me feel beloved. These experiences have helped me understand that there is nothing about me, my life, my feelings, my needs, wants, desires, or insecurities; that is too small or beneath His notice. He knows me by name and loves me in spite of all the stupid, thoughtless, hurtful or neglectful things I do. In my weakness, His love gives me strength. In my fear, His love gives me courage. In pain or sickness, His love gives me comfort. In every aspect of my life, His love gives me confidence, faith, and peace. 

Conversely, there is another man in my life to whom I am beloved. My Kevin loves me this same way. Yesterday I was really struggling. I had just had enough of everything and wanted to quit. Everything simply seemed to hard to handle and I was done. This kind, gentle, strong, devoted...yes, beloved-man held me as I cried. When I said I couldn't do anymore, he said, "That's ok, I'll do it for you." When I said I wanted to quit, he said I wasn't allowed because he couldn't do this thing called life without me. He said he loved me and I responded that I couldn't imagine why on earth he did. Then he said, "Because I wouldn't be the man I am without you."

That's what it means to be beloved....and I am...and I am grateful.